What does it say about me if being at home depresses me?

I have two kids and I'm a stay at home mom. If money were no object, I would go out every single day, but every day I go out it costs money so I can't do that...what is my problem that I can hardly stand to be home? I do not enjoy cleaning and cooking, and before you tell me no one does, I have many friends who tell me they do and find it therapeutic. No not me...so what does that mean? :)